Friday, February 25, 2011

Let's play a board game.

I think I'm going crazy. I honestly feel like I'm losing my mind. I can't hold on to a thought for more than a minute without losing my train of thought... and then I can't remember what I was thinking about to begin with. I have so many things I should be thinking about, but I am truly incapable of thinking of them. My mind jumps to thoughts of lasers or catwoman. I can't seem to find the motivation to do anything but just sit and stare at the wall or ceiling. And if I can't focus my eyes on something, I'll just close them. I'm fading away. I'm broken and I don't know how to fix myself. I think I've finally snapped. I'm an emotionless zombie with no thoughts or feelings or anything. I exist. That's all. I feel like that should bother me, but I can't seem to conjure up the energy to be scared. Oh well. There's a bit of wall I haven't stared at yet... I'd better get to it.

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